[Ep. 1] FAKE SMILE (The Love Experience Podcast with John Patience)

The Love Experience Podcast With John Patience
The Love Experience Podcast With John Patience

I am John Patience and I will be letting everyone listening to these or reading these now know about fake smile.

All it takes is a beautiful fake smile to hide an injured soul and they will never notice how broken you really are. Today I will tell a story of a girl who uses her fake smile to hide her pains and am sure almost everyone must have gone through same.

There’s a girl in the corner who just turned 18. Ever since she was little, it was always her dream to marry a man who would treat her just right with loving best friends for the rest of her life. But as she grew up, her friends all grew cold. So she twisted her life just to fit in their mould. Now her biggest fear is that, she will be rejected. She posts photos on instagram hoping that now her body attracts what her hearts can’t somehow. Desperate for anyone to think that she’s hot, but the love that she craves has never come through and all the dreams she once held, just haven’t come true.

If you ask how she is, she will say that she’s fine. She disguises it well but she’s dying inside. She tried parties and drinking, just a little to start. Anything to fill that big hole in her heart. Now she’s hoping love will be found but her heart lies empty from the sorrows she’s drowned caused deep down, she knows that she is not bold. She puts on her ‘FAKE SMILE’ while she bleeds. On the outside, she will build so her life will seem filled but on the inside, she’s never complete. The End.

Though we try not to show it and all try not fix it. In our hearts, we ‘re all broken but no one admits it. They say that it what’s on the inside that counts. We all put on a brave face but on the inside we doubt. We’re all scared of the world we don’t know what we are facing, we are longing for something but don’t know what we are chasing. Though we face the same things that burden and break us. We all look to each other for some feeling of status, we want people to view us, follow and like, to favorite our looks and subscribe to our life, we treat retweets, like morphine to cover the hurt of our friendle existence when our phone doesn’t work, we are all grasping at glory and craving acclaim. It’s the fuel in our heart, it’s the drug in our veins and as soon as it’s gone, our heart hit the floor and we run to self-pity till our egos find more. Everyone out there keeps searching around just to find the right pill to pick them up when they are down and we try our own best but we fail our own test, we pretend that we are swimming while we drown because deep down we know that we are bold. We put on our ‘FAKE SMILE’ while we bleed. On the outside, we build so our lives will seem filled but on the inside we are never complete.

So we ask ouself these; What is the answer? What is the cure? What’s the solution to being so insecure? Can sex, drugs or money fulfill all your dreams?
Well if we are all here by chance and there’s no higher power then, live life to the full or just waste every hour if it makes you feel good then do all the more and find satisfaction in what you adore. Just eat, drink, sleep, party. Have fun then die cause what does it matter when you want to feel high? If you only live once then do what you choose and we are all here by chance so you can’t really lose.

But the problem with that… it’s ignorant lies– its the best people offer but never satisfies. it’s like trying to fill a basket right up to the top while it’s leaking out more than you ever could stop. What ever the world can produce as the answer just eat us away like an emotional cancer. There’s nothing inside you to enlighten your soul. You can’t do a thing to make you feel whole so, what if we’ve been looking in all the wrong places? Trying to find gratification to fill our hearts paces? What if the real answer isn’t something conceived? It’s not dreamt up by people, but something that is greater which is TIME.

Time help can only come from OUR CREATOR whether you believe it doesn’t change what is true and all I can do is present this to you…we try show our good and cover our bad, just show the happy but never the sad. But God isn’t fooled. He sees under your masked, He knows all your thoughts and your ending task. That search for acceptance, to keep and preserve it. But though i am sinful and stood as God’s foe because He is good, He stood up and said no!!! He won’t allow me to go astray. We are all looking for where we can find happiness, peace and love. See, the troubles we face has been true from the start. The heart of our problem is the problem of our heart.

We are all full of flaws, full of sin and so on. Our heart need transforming and cleansing by Christ. It’s not superficial touch-ups but supernatural change. It gives breath to my lungs, new life to my veins. Now whatever I go through, I don’t need a “FAKE SMILE” because I am forgiven, adopted and loved as God’s child. Now it’s not just my answer that suits me the best, not just a nice lifestyle validity as the rests no!!! it’s THE WAY>THE TRUTH> AND THE LIFE> That’s the reason my smile isn’t fake! The reason my smile isn’t fake is CHRIST!!! THANKS.






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